A Day With Lord Ayyappa- Chapter 5: Timeless Moments

As she dusted her hands, she heard a grumbling sound. When she turned to investigate the cause of that sound, she found Shabareesh grinning sheepishly.
“Hungry!”
“What? You just had so much chaat!” she laughed much to his exasperation.
“Huh! So what? That was a while ago. After that, you made me run around and build this castle on top of that. So..” he shrugged, quite proud of his answer.
“Oh really?” Karthika smiled sweetly making him gulp. The next minute all the sand covering her hands were on his head!
“What the..” his jaws dropped open as he surveyed himself while Karthika laughed away to glory.
That was it. The next moment her clothes were splattered with more sand.
She glared at him but Shabareesh smirked widely, his eyebrows jiggling in a teasing expression. The duo stared at each other for a second. The next second they broke into laughter.


“We look like drenched monkeys!” Karthika exclaimed struggling to catch her breath.
“Well I always thought you were a cute little monkey!” he chuckled.
“Hawww! I am not talking to you.” Karthika stalked off.
“Hey! You only keep sending that monkey on WhatsApp!” he remarked falling in step with her.
“Shabareesh I never expected you to be such a tease!” she huffed.
“Oh come on that’s not just your job, I am more talented. And by the way, I am everything yet nothing. You only need to REALIZE.” he winked mysteriously and went ahead, leaving Karthika to her thoughts.

On their way home, she was lost in him. The flowers he touched lightly, bloomed with life, a smile always played on his lips. The smile that had never left her heart since the day had begun.
The driver of the rickshaw they rode back home was delighted at his company.

“Can I sing for you later?” she asked softly.
He had been busying caressing the tiny head of a myna that was perched on his shoulder as they walked to her home. Her request made him grin wide.
“Sureee! I am waiting.” His eyes shone with excitement.

Her heart almost swelled with happiness at that love in his eyes. On entering her home though her face suddenly fell.

“What happened ma?” he asked noticing her crestfallen expression.

“There is nothing at home to eat. And you’re hungry!” she whispered almost in tears.

“Hey! Don’t sound so sad. Give me anything with all the love in your heart, even if it is a simple fruit. That’s more than enough to satisfy me.” he said holding her by her shoulders gently.

“But I wanted to prepare so much for you!” Karthika cried.

“Remember, Sudama’s handful of puffed rice made Lord Krishna happier than the largest dinner banquet. Sabari Maata’s pure love, overflowing into those half-eaten fruits brought tears to Sri Rama’s eyes. Give me whatever your heart wills and time allows.” He wiped away her tears, reminding her of the stories of the Lord’s greatest devotees

Karthika managed a small smile and quickly went to the kitchen. With whatever little was available in the house, she began preparing a meal while Shabareesh stood by, observing her. No words were spoken. He could see how she poured all her concentration and devotion into the food that she was making. As for her, she had completely dissolved into the act of cooking, into the very love that was the key ingredient of her preparation!

After an hour, he sat down famished and eager while she served the dishes lovingly on a silver plate that she used to first serve food for the Lord. Today however she was mysteriously directed to serve Shabareesh. By now, her intellect had completely given up reasoning. It had accepted that whatever was happening was way beyond its comprehension.

“Ahh! What a lovely lunch and my favourite Chadachadayam [ I know it is difficult to pronounce! 😛 Made of jaggery, this variety of kheer is traditionally offered at Lord Ayyappa’s Pujas. It is considered to be his favourite. 🙂 ]

He chanted his prayer and dug into the simple yet delicious spread.

“Wowww!” he exclaimed in amazement. As he ate, very evidently enjoying the meal, Karthika was unable to contain her bubbling joy within herself. Tears of happiness made their way down her eyes. He glanced at her, blinking in unsaid assurance, a soulful smile playing on his lips.

“Get another plate.” He said.

“Why?” came the immediate reply.

“For once listen to me and get a plate!” he teased.

She frowned and followed his orders. What happened next stunned her out of her wits. Shabareesh served the food onto the plate, that silent smile of infinite love never leaving his lips. He mixed the rice with the sambar well, just as he loved it, made a cute little ball of the morsel and stretched his hand to feed her.

It wouldn’t be an understatement to say that her heart strained against her chest wanting to leap out in sheer bliss as he fed her. She shivered, wondering if each moment today was real or a beautiful dream? His serene smile, ancient eyes, unconditional love and eternal wisdom – it felt as if the Lord Himself was sitting there and feeding her. The moment felt timeless, as if she wasn’t herself anymore. As if she and Shabareesh were One, like the oneness a devotee revels in with her Lord.

To Be Continued…

A Day with Lord Ayyappa: Chapter 2: Known & Unknown

Hellooo! Welcome back to Chapter 2 of A Day with Lord Ayyappa. 🙂 Once again, thank you so so much for all the encouragement and love! Means a lot to me. 😀

Before I begin this chapter I would like to share a realization that hit me this morning. Karthika, the name of the young devotee here incidentally also means the Karthikai month, which falls in November-December, brings the festive “Mandalakalam” dedicated to Lord Ayyappa, which is when devotees undertake the Sabarimala pilgrimage and there are constant pujas and bhajans going on. 🙂 I just chose the name because I liked it, didn’t realise the implications! Happy Reading! 😀

Willing herself to calm down, Karthika took a few deep breaths, got down from her bed and held her favourite idol of the Lord close to her heart, shutting her eyes tight.

A few tears made their appearance again along with a small smile as she spoke to Him, “Ayyappa, I don’t know what you were trying to tell me through that dream. All I know is I can feel your presence all around me more strongly than ever. That dream was divine. There’s nothing stronger than my faith in You, Ayyappa. Whatever you have planned, I know it will be beautiful.” A magical sense of peace took over her as she completed her words.


Placing the idol back in its place, she wiped her tears and composed herself. Next she dropped a good morning text to her parents who were away for a wedding. “Their eyes are going to pop out of their sockets when they see the time of my text.” she chuckled at the thought.
As the sun began peeping out and brightening up the sky with tints of golden orange, Karthika felt a surge of happiness pass through her body. She felt something she couldn’t put a finger on, but it was something she had never felt before.


Prancing about she lit the lamp at home and began saying her morning prayers.
“Swamiye Sharanam Ayyappa.” she uttered applying holy ash on her forehead.
The doorbell rang. “Who could it be at 6:00 AM?” she wondered glancing at her watch. She opened the door to get the happiest shock of her life!
There at the door stood one of her closest friends with his characteristic high energy and beaming smile, Shabareeshan.


Almost two decades older to her but one of the closest people to her soul. After her parents, he was everything for her, from a friend to an elder brother. She had met him when she had volunteered for a camp and then on they had hit it off like long-lost buddies. Just like her Ayyappa, he knew everything from her biggest achievements, fears and dreams to the tiniest of joys.
“Good morning, ma.” He said when she still stood like a statue, not able to get a word out of her mouth.
“Shabareesh!” she squealed excitedly and crashed into his arms which enveloped her in a strong bear hug, his huge frame always made her feel protected.
Something felt different. Again. In a good way obviously. She frowned and looked up at him. She felt much more protected, happier and at peace than she usually did with him. His smile seemed brighter and his eyes twinkled with an unknown energy. Her mind couldn’t wrap itself around what was happening.

“Are you going to keep me standing outside your home?” His teasing voice broke her reverie.
“Uhh..no! Come in please.” she moved aside flustered.
“I have a surprise for you.” Shabareesh announced with a grin, settling down on the sofa.
“Really? Tell na!” Karthika urged him excited. Truth be told, that he was here at her home after what felt like ages, itself was a lovely surprise for her!
“Not so fast ma. Get me a glass of water first.” He winked. There was nothing like troubling his little friend!


“Not fair!” She exclaimed irritated much to his amusement and quickly got water for him.
“I am going to spend the entire day with you.” He said simply handing the empty glass to her.
“Oh..WAIT WHAT?!” she couldn’t believe her ears!
He continued smiling and remained silent, quite used to her over-the-top reactions.
“Don’t want me to?” He questioned with a subtle tease.


“No no wait. Like what even? Suddenly? Out of nowhere you pop up and say this! How am I supposed to react? Of course I want you to stay! I mean..” she kept talking totally taken off guard.
“Okay okay, calm down.” He chuckled and placed a comforting hand on her shoulder, “Go, get ready. I am waiting here.”
She nodded and turned to go when something struck her. “How did you know I am free today?”
“Oh, don’t you know? I know EVERYTHING!” he smirked mysteriously.

Soooo, who is Shabareesh? Surely you should be able to guess the significance of this name too! 😀

Why is Karthika feeling different around him, when she already knows him? What happens next? Will Lord Ayyappa fulfill his little devotee’s wish or is there something else going on? Any thoughts?

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